The busy just keep getting busier!

UPDATE:
Doctor recommending hysterectomy, hoping to get it scheduled tomorrow!

Hello out there! I know I am always apologizing for not posting as often as I used too. So why should this week be any different! I just seems to keep getting busier & busier! We have a lot coming up in the next couple weeks...oh wait make that months! S-Man starts back to school in just one more week! I can't believe he is fixing to be in first grade!!! We go Thursday night to meet his teacher & see where his classroom is! I am excited, he is nervous! My child hates change!!!! He likes to be familiar with things & this is all new! Hopefully he will be better by the time school actually starts!

The other big thing going on for me right now is I have more cyst again on my ovary! The last few weeks I have been hurting more & more. Then last Saturday it got really bad, so Monday afternoon I went for an ultrasound. And sure enough 2 cyst, one that had started to rupture & another that was just there! You remember from this post that this is not the first time I have had to deal with all this! And then there was this post all about how the surgery I had in March was supposed to help. Oh well at least we can say we gave it a try! I am going Monday morning to see my doctor & figure out what to do next. I am definitely ready to just do they hysterectomy & be done with it all. I am so tired of this & can't keep living this way in constant pain! I am seeing a naturalist doctor in 2 weeks to see about the possibilities of doing alternative medicine for hormone replacement. That has been my biggest fear as far as doing the hysterectomy, just not know what the long term effects of these drugs could be. I hoping she can shed some light on this for me! So that's what's going on in our world these days, hope things are better for you all. I will post more after seeing the doctor tomorrow & then will definitely have pics up next week of S-Man's first day of first grade!!!!! Have a blessed week!!!!

NMM

Oh what joy, my favorite day of the week, Monday! The day when I get to confess tell you about all the things I most certainly did not do this week! Be sure & hop over to MckMama's blog to get in on all the NMM fun! I am so glad she started this blog carnival, it's so therapeutic! So now without further ta-do...

*First & foremost I am not soooooooooooooo excited for tonight's The Bachelor final rose, AFR (after the final rose), & tomorrow night's AFR 2! I am not so wrapped up in this show, that I get an escape every Monday night! Part of me is not totally bummed that this is our last week & I won't have my Monday night break anymore! I love my family dearly & never ever want to be away from them!

*Yesterday morning we did not wake up to find it snowing! Nope we didn't because we live in the south & it never snows here! And even if we did I wouldn't take a hundred pictures of the boys playing in it & post my favorites here! I do not look at anything that happens in my life & immediately ask...

"Can I blog about this?" Nope not me!

*I am not going to the doctor today for my follow up ultrasound, to find out if the cyst are still there & if I will need to have surgery. I am not dreading the fact that he is probably going to want to do surgery. And until Saturday I would not have been fine with that! No really I would have been, because if it helped it was worth it. But then my Mom called & told me about my Mee-Mee, & now I am dreading him wanting to do surgery. Why? Because I need to be able to pick up & leave at a moments notice. So I am not praying that they cyst are gone & for a miracle for my Mee-Mee.

Because my God is absolutely in the miracle-making-business!!!!

Okay that's it, sorry to end on a more serious note! I will update later about how the appt went! Please pray! And jump in & let me know what you did not do this week!

Update & prayer request

What a weekend we have had! We had some bad weather this weekend, thankfully we had no damage & no tornado's. But we did have to get into our "safe place" multiple times! I have lived here almost 7 yrs & I am still not used to that & don't think I will ever be!

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Monday afternoon I have my follow up ultrasound & doctors appt to find out if the cyst are still there. Although I can pretty much guarantee they are, because I have been in a LOT of pain this weekend. At this point I am really hoping they rupture before my appt because if not I know my doc is going to want to do surgery. Which wouldn't be horrible if it could help but I want to avoid it if at all possible! Plus I don't have time for this! My Mom & Aunt are supposed to be coming up for a visit in 3 weeks & to celebrate D-D's 3rd birthday! I have a party to plan & my sweet baby boy's birthday to celebrate, who has time for me in all that?

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Now I know that it seems like I am constantly coming to you with prayer request, but I have another one! I got a call from my Mom today that my grandmother is having double vision, so she went to her eye doctor & then had an MRI on Friday! They haven't gotten the results yet, but her eye doctor thinks she had a mini stroke. She also is on 4 blood pressure medicines & her pressure is still extremely high. My whole family is worried & so am I. And it's so hard to be 8 hrs away from all of them & not know what to do. I spent the better part of the afternoon crying my eyes out. I am very close to my grandparents, they are like second parents to me. My Mom & I lived with them for almost 3 yrs after my biological father left us, so they helped raised me. Please, please pray for her & for my family. I am not ready to let her go, not that I would ever be. And please pray for me to know what to do. I really wanted to just get in the car & head down there but I don't know what is the right thing to do. My Mom & Aunt said to just wait until we get the results, but I am so afraid...what if something happens before then & we weren't there to see her. One of my greatest fears is that I won't get to say goodbye to them, that I would be too late. Yes I know that I will see them again one day & I know that they will be met at the gate hearing "Well done thy good & faithful servant." I know this because my grandparents are the best people there are. They are the most loving, caring, giving people I know. All of these reasons & more are why I am not ready.... So again I am asking for your prayers! Thank you my friends!