Saturday, February 28, 2009

Update & prayer request

What a weekend we have had! We had some bad weather this weekend, thankfully we had no damage & no tornado's. But we did have to get into our "safe place" multiple times! I have lived here almost 7 yrs & I am still not used to that & don't think I will ever be!

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Monday afternoon I have my follow up ultrasound & doctors appt to find out if the cyst are still there. Although I can pretty much guarantee they are, because I have been in a LOT of pain this weekend. At this point I am really hoping they rupture before my appt because if not I know my doc is going to want to do surgery. Which wouldn't be horrible if it could help but I want to avoid it if at all possible! Plus I don't have time for this! My Mom & Aunt are supposed to be coming up for a visit in 3 weeks & to celebrate D-D's 3rd birthday! I have a party to plan & my sweet baby boy's birthday to celebrate, who has time for me in all that?

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Now I know that it seems like I am constantly coming to you with prayer request, but I have another one! I got a call from my Mom today that my grandmother is having double vision, so she went to her eye doctor & then had an MRI on Friday! They haven't gotten the results yet, but her eye doctor thinks she had a mini stroke. She also is on 4 blood pressure medicines & her pressure is still extremely high. My whole family is worried & so am I. And it's so hard to be 8 hrs away from all of them & not know what to do. I spent the better part of the afternoon crying my eyes out. I am very close to my grandparents, they are like second parents to me. My Mom & I lived with them for almost 3 yrs after my biological father left us, so they helped raised me. Please, please pray for her & for my family. I am not ready to let her go, not that I would ever be. And please pray for me to know what to do. I really wanted to just get in the car & head down there but I don't know what is the right thing to do. My Mom & Aunt said to just wait until we get the results, but I am so afraid...what if something happens before then & we weren't there to see her. One of my greatest fears is that I won't get to say goodbye to them, that I would be too late. Yes I know that I will see them again one day & I know that they will be met at the gate hearing "Well done thy good & faithful servant." I know this because my grandparents are the best people there are. They are the most loving, caring, giving people I know. All of these reasons & more are why I am not ready.... So again I am asking for your prayers! Thank you my friends!


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4 comments:

  1. *HUGZ* Do what your instincts tell you to do. At least get an "Im thinking of ya/ I love ya" card and send it out first thing Monday. Just the fact you did that may help you feel at peace with it.

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