I have no clue what happened! I posted a whole thing about yesterday & my doctors appt, then somehow I managed to delete it! I will try to rewrite what I said!
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Me? Let's see I was up by 7 & in the playroom/old nursery by 7:30 taking down the border in there! Had to leave by 9 for my 9:30 doctors appt (more on that below)! Met up with my bff at 10 to get her son, C, so I could watch him yesterday for her! Home by 11 after a quick trip to Home Depot for another gallon of paint! The kids had lunch & were down for naps by 11:45 & I had started painting by 12. Painting continued until 3:30 when I was finally done & exhausted! But it was a great productive day! Made even better by getting to go hang out with my girlfriends & watch "The Bachelor"(OMG!!! DeAnna comes back?!?!?! For those of you who have no idea what I am talking about then just ignore the last 2 lines!)
Anyway, on to more important details...the doctors appt. You know this whole time, while still sad, I have been at such peace about us deciding to be done. And I still am, but I go in there & I am immediately crying about it! I haven't cried in days about it, but as soon as I am in front of my wonderful doctor the tears start a flowing! It's really not that surprising because I am definitely a crier but I was surprised still! Anyway I digress, on to what he wants me to do now! So he put me on OrthoTricycleneLo & said he feels like when I am absolutely 100% sure that then we need to do a Endometrial Ablation & a Tubal. I came home last night & started looking stuff up about it & I really know I shouldn't do that because it will just scare you to death but I just don't know what to do! I was wondering if anyone out there in my wonderful bloggy land of friends have had either of these & what your outcome was?
The other interesting thing I found out is I have now been officially diagnosed with PCOS! I have always thought I might have this but it's weird to be officially dx with it! So now I am learning all about PCOS, you know on top of the fact that I already have endometriosis! From everything I am reading (again online which is probably bad) it's even more AMAZING that we have the 2 children we do! Endometriosis, only have one ovary due to Endometriosis, and now PCOS! Tell me theres not a God, seriously because I would love to tell you my story & prove you wrong! My God is the Ultimate Physician, the Creator of Life & He chose to bless me with the 2 miracle boys I have! I just can't tell you how much more blessed I feel! It's truly amazing what our God can do & I won't stop praising Him for it!
It is funny how those emotions we think we have under control just pop up out of nowhere!
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you are still at peace with your decision and after finding all that out, you really are blessed to have your babies!!!!
i didn't have either procedure, but I wish you luck on deciding what to do!
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ReplyDelete*HUGZ* That was a hard decision to come to. Im glad you're finding peace with it.
ReplyDelete(((you))) i have a few friends with pcos who take glucophage and it helps them alot.
ReplyDeletemay you and your hubby have peace in knowing that you are doing what you want and that you feel blessed to have your two sweet little babies.
(((you)))
Oh honey I am there with you. Stage 4 endo and (more than liekly) PCOS. My miracle is 10 months! WE hope our amazing father will give us one more. I knwo that it was his will because my body had other plans!
ReplyDeleteI underwent an endometrial ablation about a year and a half ago and would love to speak with you (via email) about it. My email is elizabethmthompson (at) comcast (dot) com.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your journey with us!