Ladies I am struggling...big time. I am doubting our decision for no more babies! I knew I would feel this way, but I am telling you it's heartbreaking. I was fine with it, even relived to be done! And then all of the sudden...BAM...baby fever! I have been in tears many nights not wanting to take that pill. It's been so hard. The GD said he would be fine if we kept trying, but I just don't know what to do. Financially, space wise, etc we would be better off to be "done". Not to mention not feeling like I could handle the loss of another baby. But what am I supposed to do with the loss of a dream. It's just so hard to know what to do. What the right decision is. I am struggling with know what God's plan is for us. And on top of it all I am still trying to get the house ready for this weekend's DNOW! Pray for me, for peace & strength! Thank you my friends!
