Beginnings

beginnings new beginnings...that's what it feels like my life is surrounded by right now. We are finally in a new town (together!) trying to learn where everything is. I can't tell you how many times I have to keep looking for things because I cant find where I unpacked it. Not to mention the city itself & learning where everything is in relation to each other. DAUNTING!!!!

Now we are days away from a new school year & there is an unsettling inside me about how Sam is going to adjust with these changes. Not to mention us still trying to figure out the med dosages for his ADHD. I pray he will have teachers that will have the extraordinary amount of patience it takes to deal with him. DAUNTING!!!!

And on top of all that my precious baby Drew is starting K-5. I have made jokes about how this Momma ain't ready but I am not sure if anyone really believes me. But I am hear to tell you I AM NOT READY!!!! He is but I am not. Don't get me wrong I am so excited for him & everything he will learn this year. To see him grow & learn right in front of me will be amazing I know! But my "Mommy Heart" is heartbroken. I am going to miss my little sidekick so much. He is so sweet & tenderhearted & generally such a joy. I always knew this day would come but now that it's literally days away I can hardly believe it's true. I am choosing to stay upbeat & excited in front of him knowing full well that after I have to drive off I will lose it. My poor hubby! Pray for me that day! DAUNTING DOESN'T EVEN DESCRIBE IT!!!!!!

I spent sometime tonight searching some verses to help calm my fears & came across a few. The obvious first one is my fav bible verse ever,

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jer 29:11

" Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." Luke 12:6-7

" Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this:". Psalm 37:5

So I am trying to leave it at His feet knowing full well he is in control anyway. He loves me & wants to see me succeed. I am trusting that right now. Please join in prayer for us as we still try to adjust to it all. Thank you!!




~Cass