Rejoicing in His plan, whatever that may be!

I have been thinking lately about how much less I blog. Is it because blogging has lost it's newness? Or maybe I don't have as much time? Or don't think it's important to share everything? I think it has something to do with all of the above & then some! Right now I am having a hard time putting into words the things that are going on in our family. Some things I just can't talk about right now because it's too early. I can't wait for the day when I can share more & more but for now I am left to keep them in. That is really hard for me! I have so enjoyed blogging & being able to write down what I am feeling or what is going on. It's very therapeutic for me!

But through this I have turned more focus onto God. "Venting" to Him, talking with Him, seeking Him. Which is what I should be doing all along. One thing God continues to lay on my heart is trust. Trusting Him. I have such a hard time with this concept. I am a control freak like to be in control & have a very hard time realizing that I am not in control. Trying to let go & let God lead is very hard for me. But our ways are not His ways & His way is much better I know. So I am trying to let go of the death grip I have on the reigns of my life & hand them over to the one who is much more qualified! I am choosing to rejoice in HIS plan, whatever that may be! So in the meantime if I am not around as much as I would like, know that I am seeking Him & trying to walk His path. I will be around & hope to be able to share more with all of you soon!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jer 29:11